Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Resolutions

Not too late for my 2012 resolutions I hope. (:

1) Visit Japan again. ^^
2) Grow closer to my family.
3) Care less bout how people think of me.
4) *Stay in touch with my old friends (GM, SR) & my poly friends.*
5) Cheer: Proper b-toss straight up, Thrust, Pop twist, Round-off, Running cartwheel.
6) Maintain/Improve GPA.
7) Sleeeeep earlier zzzz.
8) Bake a successful proper cake.
9) Gather courage to wear sleeveless outside.
10) Keep the cheer passion burning.
11) Meet the one. <3

Friday, February 11, 2011

Fb makes me feel worthless


It really really sucks to be ignored, it's just another way of saying 'you dnt matter'.

I've changed my blogskin!

My previous was too childish.
Love this one, short & simple (:

Started my job as a waitress for about a week already.
Up to date, it's still pretty okay. ( Albeit very mundane & tiring at times. X) )
But can earn $ leh, of course must sacrifice lah.

My colleagues are very nice too (except my manager can be v fierce at times).
I'm so lucky lah, so far all my jobs all got nice people.
I met a few who also wants to become pastry chefs in the future. We're even entering the same poly. Awesome huh. :D
& yea, because they're really nice people, sometimes I'm afraid I might accidentally "upset" them. That kinda insecure feeling.
I suck @ explaining but, yea.
I really really hope they can recruit more people soon.
I dnt wanna be tied down by work all the time lor. Deprived of my freedom to meet up with friends.

I've been feeling very alone lately. Idk lah this sounds really stupid & childish. All my friends are schooling & they've got their own stuff & I've got mine.
& I feel really left out.
Like why am I even feeling "left out" over such things which none of us can control right?

I'm just idiotic.

P/S I miss my friends D: