Dilemma

Just came back from applying for job.

Thanks Weimei for helping me out(:
Not sure whether successful or not.
Because of my size and all, they're not sure if I can carry heavy stuff. /:
Kinda expected actually.
If there are 2 candidates, one of them with my size, surely they'll choose the other right.
So now am waiting for their reply lor.

Being short sucks ok.
Once I told my cousin I hate being small.
She said, being petite will make you look younger and who doesn't wanna look younger?
I think I'll have to agree with her on that.
In the past, it was common for me to lie about my age so I don't have to pay for adult tickets =.=

But then, being small, it's really really difficult finding clothes that fit.
Everytime I see clothings that I like, I can only admire cause I know I can never fit into it.
And it's embarrassing to try it on then to realise it's simply too large for me.
LOL.
Then people will commonly associate pint-size = weak.
So they'd think you can't do many of the things that normal-sized people can.

Anyway, back to the topic of being small will make you seem younger.
That is a good thing when you hit middle-age but not when you're a teenager.
To be mistaken for a primary school kid when you're already 16 is damn embarrassing.
Especially when people exclaim in disbelief and the surrounding people hear them too.
For example:
Aunty: Which primary school are you from ah?
Me: Huh, er, I'm sec 4...
Aunty: HUH?! You're sec 4 already ah! Wah, you look like you still in primary school leh!

Lol, enough of my rants.

Anyway, just now while on the bus, I was sitting behind one guy who looked slightly older than us.
Halfway through the journey, I suddenly heard him singing to himself (quite loudly somemore).
Initially I thought he was simply listening to his music player.
But then, a while later, he pulled out his umbrella and began knocking my head with it!
At first I ignored it.
Then he started again, this time laughing to himself.
What the.
So I changed my seat.
Then he gave me this stupid face which irritated me even more.

I just rolled my eyes at him.
What the shit lor, seriously.
Fancy being harrassed by a mad man on a bus.
Dots.

Lastly, this would sound rather ironic but a guy called me an
AUNTIE just now. Haha.