Thursday, December 24, 2009

Embarrassed to the max

Went to the polyclinic with my mom in the afternoon regarding my stomach bloatedness.
Quite pissed with the doctor.
Without any basis, he simply assumed I had an eating disorder (anorexia, to be exact).
Though he didn't say I was anorexic (he only "suspected" ED), but every sentence he spoke already told me he was thinking so.
WL eh.
To worsen things up, my mom couldn't shut her mouth on my eating behaviour to the doctor.
She kept repeating and repeating the same thing again and again.
Then in the end what happened? Instead of identifying with my bloatedness (which is one of the reasons for my ED), he said the bloatedness was PSYCHOLOGICAL because I was afraid to get fat!
Fyi, I'll always get bloated after every meal and it's REAL! My stomah will expand up to 3 times okay! Not because I psychoed myself into thinking so like what the stupid doctor said! idiot.

Okay, so that matter aside.
Later on, my mum coincidentally ran into an old friend who is now selling drinks in the hawker.
I don't even know him ok! They said he's seen me grow up ever since I was in my mom's womb but whatever..I still don't remember anything.
Then my mom began telling him (she was talking at the top of her voice)all about our visit to the doctor including my personal health issues blahblahblah.
It was damn shit lah.
And I was sitting there all along, I had to fight with myself to lift my head up and look at him.
?!?!??
Why can't she be more sensitive huh?

Forget it I don't wanna repeat all my crap like in the past anymore.
Even I'm sick of it.

My rants have ended.
And I realised I'm so good at ranting than posting about happy stuff.
LOL.

Bye.


P/S can the stupid window movie maker work please?
Now I'm frustrated to the max.

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