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The room stinks to the core when he's present.
Sucksuckssucks.

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Supposed to have combined cell meeting yesterday but I skipped it.
Again.
I think I've mentioned this before but I'm gna mention again that;
I don't like combined meeting.
No offence!
Idk, I just don't feel comfortable in the presence of so many other people.
I couldn't possibly tell YingEn I didn't feel like going again so
I didn't reply her :/
Sorry.
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Sis' leaving for Perth on Monday.
Don't know what she's gonna bring back when she returns.
I really really pray that she won't bring chocos!
I hope she doesn't bring any of such snacks back.
And they'll be more expensive there so she won't buy them.
I pray in Jesus' name, Amen.

Also, I realised she has changed so much.
I have a premonition things in the family won't be like in the past anymore.
I realised just one selfish decision alone can turn the whole family upside down.
Is it that when we grow older, family really doesn't matter anymore?
That she'd rather sacrifice time with her family than fun(or whatever passion/hobby crap)?
I came across one of her priority list once and family was numbered last.
Very soon, her entire life would just revolve around soccer and her buddies.
Sometime ago, someone asked me if I was close to my sister.
I deliberated for a while before answering No.
After the recent spate of events, I know next time, I can safely answer No without thinking.