MEGAPRAIIISE

I went for megapraise today.
It's been a few months since I last stepped into church.
I dislike going to church.
Somehow it makes me feel inferior.
But that's not the church's fault, it's the way I think.
I dont like socialising among a large group.
I always feel as though everyone would be staring at me.
But I know that doesnt actually happen.
Still, I'll feel very uneasy.
There's just this sucky feeling that I hate.
Last time when I was forced to go to church, after service ended I would rush to an isolated toilet that only the Ah Mahs would visit and hide there.
When I had to attend sunday school, I would roam outside the church so nobody would suspect I skipped sunday school.
Total outcast.
Thinking back now, it's quite funny.
Fortunately, I have very nice cellmates now.
It's like I always break my promises to them but they still continue to treat me so well. :S
Sometimes I don't really know how to face them.

Anyway, I came across this on tumblr and I love her doodles!
http://happymonsters.tumblr.com/
Take a look (: