Today we had OP.
Being me, I totally screwed up.
I thought I made major improvements from yesterday's dry-run but the accessor said I could well bring my group down.
Imagine how I felt?
They told me to be more confident but there's nothing about me to be confident bout. It's better if I dont perform well myself but thing is, I'll drag the whole team down if I can't present well. Shit. I've really tried to be more relaxed, refer less to cue cards, be more confident & speak louder but then I'm still nowhere near the rest. Why??
Just as I was about to get over my sucky OP, then came the stupid Q&A...
My confidence level dipped even further. I could answer questions posed to others but I fumbled at the one posed to me. I really dont want to drag my group down. I mean they deserve an EE but because of me, their A might just fly away. Really sucks man.
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