Bye, o8.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

This is the last day of 2008.
What have you achieved for this year? (:

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It's 4 more days before Christmas!
Time passes so quickly right.
We're only left with 2 more weeks before it's the end of 2008. :O
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Had an outing with the sunday school peeps and David.
Watched Twilight, I didn't like it though. :/
I find the book way much better perhaps because the movie has a certain time limit kinda thing.
Anyway, I could sense that David was quite unhappy just now or perhaps I was just being sensitive (again).
I think we kept ignoring his questions and left him out...
Now I feel really bad D:
David is a really nice guy man. (:
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XS Camp wasn't as what I thought it would be.
A good thing, I was actually prepared for the worst you know.
The people there are really friendly which was surprising?
Haha.
(:
I don't know if that is considered as experiencing God cause I was really worried about the XS people being intimidating and all but they turned out to be really nice.
So yeah,
THANK GOD!

KK.

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?”

“It was great, Dad.”

“Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked.

“Oh yeah,” said the son.

“So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father.

The son answered: “I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.

“We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.

“We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

“We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.”

The boy’s father was speechless.

Then his son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.”

Source: http://www.inspirationalstories.com/

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My computer's finally repaired! Thank God. :D
Yeah, it spoiled again, by me.
That day I was geh kiang. Tried to clean up those fans and I ended up dropping screws into the CPU. =.=
So I had no choice but to open up the CPU and search for those missing screws thinking I could assemble them back without a hassle later.
Unfortunately, the whole system couldn't work after that.
Then my mom had to spend some $200+ to get it repaired for some loose graphic card thing.
Damn. I think that man kinda cheated her money but whatever as long as this system works fine again. :D
He managed to retrieve those lost hard-drives as well.

Yesterday's dance session sucked.
The drama people were using the music room so we had to share the dance room with the SYF dancers.
The layouts of the rooms are different, my dance steps were rusty and the room was freaking cold. I didn't know what I was dancing and looked like a complete duck amidst the others. D':
Eeek.
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Nature's beauty!








Turkish zhao cai mao.

Turkey, Tϋrkiye

Nostalgic...

Back from Turkey, yep.
Kinda miss it now, even though there were alot of sightseeings and stuffs like that.
I wouldn't say that it was very fun but it definitely isn't what you'll expect it to be.

The people there are extremely good-looking with almost the perfect features on their faces. :D
There's shopping too!
Caught the first ever sunset of my life and I mean the full view with the orange clouds in the sky and the horizon blahblah.
Very very very pretty.
In Singapore, watching a sunset either means from ECP or with buildings blocking here and there. ._.

Turkish life is so different from Singapore's.
I don't know which is better but you know, the grass always seems greener on the other side.

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Don't know why I just cried and cried and cried
and tears just kept rolling down and down and down...

3 more days before we're off,
I'm not exactly very excited about going there but more of the aeroplane flight because it's a midnight flight!!
Overnight kinda thing!
I can't even remember how long since that happened.
I still remember everytime I sleep onboard at night, I'll have this really freaky nightmare thing like I don't know what's happening but things just happen very very fast like fast-forwarded on a tape recorder like that.
And then I'll wake up feeling nauseous and fearful blahblahblah.

Once I was sitting right next to this stranger and I had that nightmare.
When I woke up I thought that guy was a monster or something plus the entire plane had those orange coloured lights which made it even scarier. ._.
So I wanna see if that'll happen again.
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Anyway, we've just finished choreographing our moves! :D
At least before I miss out 3 practices.
I know I'll take like forever to learn the moves if they're choreographed while I'm gone. -.-
But I think I look like a duck.
Whatever, I hope things will change once we've finished kao-ing our movements.

Now I'm beginning to appreciate my juniors for teaching me the moves when I ask them and the best thing is, they're all so willing to help me leh.
They're not like stuck-up or haolian and things like that you know. [:

Define happiness.

They say money can't buy happiness,
but I think money does buy things that can make you happy(:
Doesn't it?

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Yesterday,
had church and we were told about the cell groups we were gna be divided into and my group has: Abigail, Nic, Lionel and me.
Was kinda sad that Kelly isn't in the same group as Abigail, felt so guilty cos I don't know was it because of me that they weren't put together.
I don't want people to sacrifice for my sake and like the camp thingy and stuffs...
Uhm...

And yesterday while walking to the bus-stop after ss, there was a sudden downpour so I ran for the shelter while holding the umbrella.
Instinctly, I ran into one nearest kampong house to open my umbrella and suddenly the door behind me opened and one half-naked guy came out and asked me what I was doing there.
I thought he was gna scold me for stepping into his boundary but then he later turned out to be some pervertic disgusting man.
I told him it was raining then he went like, orh raining ah! come into my house lah!
So I quickly opened the umbrella and ran away to look for my sis but he kept on repeating until my sis was beside me before he finally decided to close that stupid door of his. =.=

Then while taking the bus home, there was one group of lower sec boys from GM and I think they're purely attention seekers.
Felt embarrassed for them.
They were standing in the middle of the bus-stop and watching some videos on their phones while laughing hahaha away-very loudly.
So NOT impressed by them...

There was a BBQ yesterday organised by the ss but I backed out last minute cause I was just too lazy to step out of the house again.
Sorry everyone. ):

Peacock.

We had dance last monday morning and I was already late so I decided to take a cab.
And I was telling this old taxi-driver man the school's name then he went like huh?
So I repeated and he huh-ed again and I repeated.
So he drove and told me to inform him if he needs to u-turn or whatsoever. In other words, he doesn't know the way.
Nevermind. I told him the way and he actually tsk-ed me like so loudly when I asked him to turn.
Initially I thought it was my fault because I didn't inform him earlier or something.
But in the end he drove me into the primary school!
Then I told him, "Uncle, not here. Secondary school!"
And he tsk-ed again and blamed me for not telling him when I've already repeated thrice!
Idiot right?
I didn't take his cab to be scolded by some ignorant nincompoops lor.

Anyway, I've finally eaten my overdue birthday cake. :D
Like after 2 weeks. But I would prefer if it had more cakes cause too much of ice-cream makes one sick of eating.

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Look at this,

Isn't that interesting?
Someone who has the exact same name as me.
But seems like her name appeared cause she wasn't very nice or something.
Whatever it is, it's rare to see 2 people with the same surname and name isn't it?

And holidays are officially here, no more holiday lessons.
Yay? Not.
There are like tons of homework to be completed. ):
And comb humans is mad.
It's so stupid. Seriously, go look at the homework she gave us. /:
I bet she'll not mark our work if she's gonna be our teacher again.
And I love MrsLim! She's so cheerful and cute and teaches way better than LFL.

Now I'm beginning to envy the s4s, especially my sis lor.
Her papers aren't even over yet and she's already relaxing now.
But I have to slog like a pig. ('00') <- my attempt to draw an emoticon pig(:


It's true how a small act of kindness can brighten up someone else's day.

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Another update!

We had holiday lessons today and this is gonna be the last week.
Yay, no more waking up early in the morning except on days when there's dance.
Anyway, dance was okay today because I managed to learn the steps pretty quickly.
And that's an amazing feat because everyone knows how slow I am.
So, thank God.

On the other side, if there are no holiday lessons, that means we'll have to do ji ben gong in the morning and it's annoying.
Hate it.
Somemore the body is usually very stiff in the morning. D:

Oh, and I've decided to attend youth camp with Kelly and sis.
The campsite is Dairy Farm, yeah, the one we went to during the Sec3 camp and the PEC camp was held there too, I think.
I don't really like the toilet facilities there but it's okay! [:

There's Chem O'level SPA tomorrow and it's kinda scary.
I wonder what it'll be like, hopefully not like the Physics one!
Physics SPA was a killer!
I slept during Physics lesson today..and Mdm Sharifah called me!

Whatever you call it,

The saddest birthday ever.
Oh well.
And another thing; I don't really care whether my dad knows when my birthday is. It doesn't hurt me or whatever that he doesn't know which date I was born on.
But still, thanks everyone for wishing me. (:

I haven't been updating regularly and my last update was like 2 weeks ago. o.o
Anyway, yesterday we had combined cell and it was pretty scary at first but the people there were very nice so I guess it was manageable? Hmm.


So here's another article:
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco...

"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me.

"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."

"There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."

"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."

"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."

"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.

The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.

Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way.
Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.

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A water bearer in India had two large pots, each hung on each end of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, and while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master's house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master's house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfect to the end for which it was made. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you."

"Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?"

"I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your master's house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you don't get full value from your efforts," the pot said.

The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot, and in his compassion he said, "As we return to the master's house, I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path."

Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some. But at the end of the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so again it apologized to the bearer for its failure.

The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of your path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my master's table. Without your being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house.


Moral of the story: Each of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what s/he is, and look for the good in them.

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HX drew this as revision for her O's I think.
Enlarge it.


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How come after downloading msnplus, there are so many pop-ups!?
Stupid lah.

And you know what.
I think we've lost all our past year tour pictures saved in the computer. DD:
Actually I don't know how we lost it cause it's saved under one drive and not one folder so I guess unless somebody goes and delete it or something, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
Argh. /:


P/S: Try not to read the small fonts in my posts.

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It's upsetting.

Mrs Lee surprisingly didn't xun-ed me (I think) today!
My mom didn't get to speak to her in person, only through the phone cause we couldn't find her in school.
Actually is I didn't want my mom to look for her.
But I really wanted to listen for myself what she has to say about me (negative things I mean).
They talked over the phone and I didn't exactly know what they talked about.
My mom said she praised me cause I managed to improve by 2 grades to D7.
But still, my opinion of her hasn't changed. {:

Anyway, my cousins came over and yeah, they just messed our already-very-messy-house up.
I don't wanna say this because we're a family afterall but then there comes to a point where I'll just explode. So I don't care now.
I know many things they didn't do it on purpose but still, they can really be a pain at times.
Many things happened today and it's already frustrating enough so to have them here today simply adds on to the frustration.
What happened just now made me even more pissed off and I really felt like kicking them and chasing them out.
Everything has a limit. I hope they'll learn how to spare a thought for others and stop making people so fed-up.

Gross.

D:

Just watched some videos from PETA about animal abuse and those abusers are such idiots lah.
Go watch and get enlightened.
No matter how much I like disgusting stuffs, I won't do such things to animals like what they did though I always joke about the hamster thing.
They're simply inhumane and disgusting-way more disgusting than how much I love disgusting things.
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Actually wanted to watch JDMA but was lazy to get off my seat and leave the comp on so forget it.
Anyway I can watch it on youtube. (;

School was extremely boring today except for the farewell thing for Mr Lim.
He's gonna be the principal of PHS which is FQQ's school leh!
So coincidental huh! XD

The soccer competition was kind of stupid and I didn't know what was going on andandand Mrs Wong was down there 自 high...! Lmao.
I think she has some kind of personality problem you know.
Perhaps some problem with controlling the pitch and volume of her voice too...
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Ohyes, some pictures from the Palawan class outing:



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想到将会发生的事就不安, 甚至有点后悔去.
i dnt understand why we always have to suffer because of him.
i mean it has been 16 years, haven't YOU had enough?
the fact that he's just someone who doesn't appreciate anything remains no matter how much or what we do for him.
why do you always have to give in and forgive him once after another, only to end up
getting angry and pissed off after that because history simply repeats itself.
it isn't worth it AT ALL.

i hate him and i can't wait for him to like just get out of my life.
to me, whether he's there or not doesn't matter because he simply doesn't matter.
no difference anyway so might as well spare us all the trouble we have with him.

it's still okay if he at least knows how to make life easier for us by not being such a poop.
but that's not the case, obviously.
outsiders won't understand because they don't live with him.
wait till you get a chance to do that.

with a million things waiting to be done in a house, he thinks by carrying bamboo poles out to sun ONLY is such a great thing that we must praise him everytime. dots.
dnt talk about the stupid ancient thing that guys shouldn't do housework.
save that crap for the great-great-great-grandparents instead. /:
wonder who came up with that rubbish in the first place.
actually, it would be goooood enough if he doesn't dirty it.
so for him to lift a single finger to help, that would have to wait till i've grown to 160cm.

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I just wanna let you know...
that I know what you're thinking with every movement that you make.
Body language, understand?
And I also wanna tell you that that is really irritating and absurd of you because it seems you really have no right to do whatever you're doing blahblahblah.


KQ and I made tangyuans today[yesterday]! ((:

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There's no school tomorrow but
there's dance. =.=
Damn it.
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I tried making MuahChee today. Haha.
Failed completely though. ):
But the glutinous dough itself is really cute and feels like clay!
And in the end I had to throw the whole thing away.
Oh well, wasted XXg of flour! =.=

Anyway we did archery today and I was such a failure lah.
Out of the 9 times I tried, like 7 times the arrow hit the ground.
Whereas the others could grasp the correct technique within 3 tries.
Super embarrassing man. Ugh.
And then standing under the hot sun somemore. /:

Do you think anyone would call him/herself: mwiie iish the cutieepie, the xiia0keaii ??
I'm so lame. Eeeeekkk.


Ohyes, I've bought my hoodie yay! :D

Shit.

I can't download atn!
See?


WL.
Okay, nevermind I'm going to try downloading this stupid thing for the i-don't-know-how-many time without opening any other windows in case that's the cause of it.

This better work...
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NO!! IT DOESN'T WORK. ARGHZZZZ. WHY?! THIS IS SO IRRITATING. HATE THAT STUPID THING LAHZXZX. ):
nevermind I go try again for the last time.
I'll pray this time...
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I accidentally closed the window while don't know clicking on what.
Can I kill howanxin that loser?

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Yesterday's chalet was great except for those stupid mosquitos.
I almost got smacked on the face with wipped cream by Sihui leh but luckily I ran away fast enough.
Actually wanted to snap some pictures back as memories but didn't anyway so I'll just go to Ethel's fb and take a look.
Anyway, the chalet looked almost like a bungalow (half-size one) with 4 huge rooms lor but it had an eerie 1934 nailed at the door there.
Originally I thought it was for 3 days 2 nights but it was only for 1 night. Jaime, Rachael and KQ should have went lor! Haiyer :/
I love BBQ-ed marshmallows and I learnt that once marshmallows puff up it means it has turned gooey from Ethel. So cute right cause they look so fluffy!
Liuzhi and me weren't staying over so we went home together and honestly I was quite embarrassed to let her see the messiness of my father's car lor.
And thanks Fooxin, Ethel and Shichin and all the others for organising this chalet for us!

I thought I had offended some people over some things or perhaps I'm just being idiotically overly-sensitive. I hope it's the second one.

Sleep.

I can't access my Hotmail! I can't read my e-mails, I can't delete them and I can't clear my junks. DD:
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Today's our last paper yay! :D
Imagine what we'll be doing next year at this time-just burying our heads in books.
So of course we must enjoy ourselves while we can.
Anyway, G J R and I went to Central and Marina today and we practically spent 6 hours standing and walking.
Who said window/shopping isn't exercising? (for our feet)
Of course it is cause we felt like our legs were about to break anytime and it was really difficult to look for a proper seat without going into a cafe or something in a typical Sg shopping mall.

First we went to Central to eat and shun bian look around cause I've never been there before.
[Pepper lunch tastes nice when you're eating it but not after that. God knows how much MSG they add into their food (or maybe I added too much brown sauce). Jaime and I felt like dehydrated souls after that meal. D:]
Actually Central has nothing much lor cause most of the shops aren't open yet.
Ohyah I saw some cute little mini donuts for sale in one of the shops. Haha.
Nothing much more to see at Central so we went to Suntec then Marina.
I forgot what we did at Suntec except we saw Xinyi and Huijun and Xinyi was carrying one cute little paper bag with handles I think meant to make the paperbag look like a proper bag?
I don't know lah but it looks cool.

Then we went to Marina and helped G J R choose T-shirts for I think their common tee.
Then we walked around there but I've forgotten the details then we went home.
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Tomorrow's class chalet (:


Take care ah, KQ. D:<

Quizziessss.

Quiz, tagged by Liuzhi:

1. The person who tagged/pass you is?
Liuzhi. :D

2. Your reationship with him/her?
friend.

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
是 meh?!
cute
independent
straight-forward
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4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
eats lunch with me after school.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
i dont know?

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will?
impossible.

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
impossible.

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
i don't think so?

9. If he/she became you enemy, the reason will be?
she's too independent.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
spam her with my tags, lols.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
friendly and straight-forward.

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
i'm stereotyped.

13.The characteristics you love of yourself are?
I'M HEALTHY!

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate yourself are?
alot alot.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
you win some, you lose some. so you can't have everything.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
HELLO, HERE'S A HUG FOR YOU. :D

17. Pass this quiz to ten people.
1-10, just anyone who's interested. (:

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I'm gonna try to type this in 1/2 hour which I don't think I can. Cos I wanna watch SURVIVOR.
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That's sun-dried pomelo fruit's skin with wrinkled skin and moulds-for treating stomachache. My father made that. I went to smell it and it smelled like fermented cod liver oil.
You know I'd rather have stomachache hor.

Ohyah, I went to school today at 7 again.
AGAIN, the first was during MYEs. The paper didn't start until 10.30am so the whole F3-1 row was empty. I was embarrassed like anything anything.

And just now I saw one signboard or whatever you call that: zui shou zhong guo ren huan ying.
Like omg, are they kidding?
Cause it's like uhh you know. Their behaviour and all that, huan ying? Oh please. -.-
Yes, I dislike/loathe/h--- them.

My grandmother's birthday tomorrow and she's turning 80. XD
That means I'll see my cousins and Troy, :D.
And my father, I'd rather he doesn't go tomorrow.
Blahblahblah.

Some random pics:

I know this's so cute right. C=




P/S: I finished this post at 11.34pm.

Appreciate.

There are some things in life which you only have that one chance to cherish and appreciate.

Hmmms, today's Chinese paper was okay except that I couldn't really finish them (not surprising) so I did half of this and half of that.
And the next paper would be English then combined humans, I think.
I don't have much confidence for combined humans and I regret taking Bio instead of Lit.
Cos I thought too highly of myself, thought I could definitely handle Geog and SS but instead I failed so miserably for both of them like everytime. I think I only managed to pass SS once. D:

Anyway, all the best for EOYs!
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The train has started moving. It is packed with people of all ages, mostly working men and women and young college guys and gals. Near the window, sat an old man with his 30-year-old son.

As the train moves, the son is overwhelmed with joy because he is thrilled by the scenery outside.

"See dad, the scenery of green trees moving away is very beautiful."

This behavior from the thirty-year-old son made the other people on the train feel strange about him. Everyone started murmuring something or other about this son.

"This guy seems to be a crack," newly married Anup whispered to his wife.

Suddenly it started raining. Raindrops fell on the travelers through the opened window. The thirty-year-old, filled with joy said, " See dad, how beautiful the rain is..."

Anup's wife became irritated with the raindrops, as they were dropping on her new suit and spoiling it.

"Anup, can't you see it's raining? You old man. If your son is not feeling well, get him to a mental asylum soon and don't disturb the public henceforth."

The old man hesitated first and then in a low tone replied, "We are on the way back from hospital. My son was discharged this morning. He was blind at birth. Only last week he regained his vision. Rain and nature are new to his eyes. Please forgive us for the inconvenience caused."

The things we see may be right, from our perspective-until we know the truth. But when we know the truth, our reaction to that will hurt even us.

Happy birthday! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAQIAN, :D!

I totally embarrassed myself today (actually every Friday).
Can you imagine someone always laughing to herself over the silliest things that none finds funny? :/
It's so embarrassing lor, tsk.
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Actually our school activities are kinda mundane.
Like take my sis' school for example, they have things like aces' day, teachers' day celebration that aren't the same every year (plus hip-hop, contemporary, etc) and blahblah.
But then of course, we have singspiration and chapel etc.
But somehow, it seems like her school's much more fun blahblah.
Honestly I don't know what I'm talking about =.=

Ohyea, philips products suck just as much as twit people do.

D:

DD:!
I accidentally deleted what I typed after embedding some codings into this post.
Tsk. ):<
Nevermind, I'm lazy to re-type the whole paragraph again. So forget it. Haha! -.-

Speak for yourself.

H?
Aren't you one yourself? And it's so obvious.
You aren't any better than me so save all that you wanna say to me because you know it only makes me feel more disgusted.
I can't feel more embarrassed when I'm with your-especially you.

Oh well..

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The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

D:

Yesterday wasn't what I quite expected--

Anyway, I saw my church friend and I ignored him. -.-
But it wasn't on purpose-really.
I was walking towards the MRT station and we were walking in opposite directions.
I was looking to my left and even though I knew someone familiar was on the other side, I didn't turn and look. (I think I looked like I was purposely avoiding him by looking in that direction)
Until we walked past each other did I realise it was Lucas.
That was so rude can? Tsktsktsk.
I completely ignored him man.
I really dont know what happened to me lor. \:

Flag day for us was a failure.
And we met some really dumb& childish people too. :
Of course, we also met some kind souls who donated $2 for us. :)
We weren't as enthu as the previous flag day we had-partly cos it's the second time so yah.
And then KaQian and I discovered a huge fish pond at the back of White Sands where families go during the weekends to fish. Wahaha.
As usual lah, we joked alot and laughed alot.

Then some of them went off leaving me and Jaime.
So we walked around at White Sands which was really boring and tiring.
Ohyah, we saw that Daniel from Kids' Central.
We couldn't find an appropriate place to rest our legs so we decided to go KFC and bought cheesefries.
We ate for 40 minutes for the sake of resting our legs. ;D

Attended Rachael's birthday in PE attire.
Honestly, we felt extra there cos we didn't know the drama people.
And I love the cakes Rachael's mum baked.
Esprit has a cafe that sells cakes too. I learnt that yesterday. Lol.
Then after that we went up to her house and I found the year we were in p1's school mag!
I was so excited lah cos I lost mine like dont know how many years ago.
I saw so many cute faces inside leh. :DD

Went home at 10+, looooong day.

Happy Teachers' Day.

Happy Teachers' Day.
Today's celebration was kinda boring-I must say.
But whatever lah, interesting or not, I'll still be like that.

Ohyah, I'm currently listening to Canon-in-D.
I love the tune of it, whatever versions they come up with.
I mean I find it very evocative (however you use this word).

By the way, I'm not supposed to be here blogging.
I was supposed to play audition with Jaime, I mean I promised her.
But the file or dont-know-what "encountered a problem and needs to close down", so yah.
I know I'm always like that but still, sorry Jaime.
Another empty promise huh. ]:

Teachers' day-
I didn't go back to primary school and I heard many of the guys went back today.
I was like 'Ohman, why I everytime like that one?'.
Nevermind, it's okay. There's still a next year.
I think I suck lor.

Then there's the results slip thing:
I failed my combined humans yet again O.O
I'm unsure of it but I don't seem to feel sad ley. DD:
My overall was ok but still I need humans to enter JC right.
Ohman, told you I sucked. -.-

Tomorrow there's Flag Day (yay? ;D).
It's the second time so there's really not much to feel afraid of so..yah.

And then lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHAEL! ت

P/S: Anybody knows how accurate the counter in my page is cos I dont believe there are 20 over visits to my blog per week.

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I was late again yesterday
and MrKee told me I didn't clear my last term's 10 hours so I was like no what, I got clear lor.
I tried to explain to him but then I know he just wasn't listening.
So he asked me to go into the detention room and wait.
Then I waited and waited but he never appeared. -.-
Later then I realised it was dont know what suspension thing.
So dumb right! I suppose lateness doesn't actually require such a serious punishment?
My sister said it was crazy, like skipping lessons just to stay in the detention room and do nothing because I didn't serve my hours of lateness. Dots.
Somemore last semester I did went to look for MsJas to serve my detention lor but she told me "You're a good girl and I've never seen you get into any disciplinary problems before so you can leave." =.=
How I know she actually didn't keep a record of it.
I stayed inside from morning till school ended but it was supposed to be until 4.30 but MsJas said I can go home liao. ZZZ.
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I got back my geog paper yesterday. Guess how much I scored?
3/25 = 12%. AHAHAHA.
Cos I didn't study and I slept while doing the paper halfway. 0.o
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Replies:
liuzhi: oh okay.
heather: hello hekihily XD. i dont know, i'm unlucky? haha.
weimei: oops, sorry. by the way, it can be found somewhere at my old blog. okay, you can take your time. thanks. :) no, there are still alot of people who doesn't know. heehee.


P/S: I'm visiting Troy tomorrow. Yay :DD I wna see him walk tomorrow.

Singaporeans?

Just now--
I was lining up to pay for something at Fairprice, 3 items to be exact and one kiasu man who was pushing 1 whole trolley full of groceries or whatever came rushing and cut in front of me.
I dont know lah, maybe I wasn't in line or what but I was standing there okay, like why would someone stand in front of a counter for?
Then I was like wahlao! why this person like that one and I looked at him.
Then he looked back at me as if nothing happened. As*hole lah. -.-
One with 3 items and the other with one full trolley of things..why should he cut in and expect me to wait for him to slowly pay for his things then my turn. Tsk.
Never mind, after that I went to line behind another queue and a couple in front of me saw me and told me to pay first cos they saw I only had 3 pathetic items. Haha!
Bet that four-eyed kiasu ahpek must have felt extremely guilty.
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To sylvia: but you still found it. hahaha. :)

:D

I've just changed my URL so relink me? XD

Last week right, I walked home all the way from Tanjong Katong which took like 1h+. Why?
My ez-link ran out of value ._.
Apparently, I didn't know until I boarded the bus and the reader told me to pay cash. Totally embarrassed cos I suaysuay didn't have cash with me so I alighted.
Then I didn't carry my phone with me either.
So I thought of asking any passerby to lend me like $1 for the fares.
I waited and waited until this family of 3 appeared. I asked one of them:
excuse me, can I borrow $1 from you for the bus fares blahblahblah.
She: huh?
Me: repeats myself.
She: you wna borrow money? where's your hp? blahblahblah + alot of other craps.
Me: my card has no more value already, i forgot to bring my hp out.
She: oh, if not you can call your parents to come and fetch you. you're pri or sec school?
Me: sec school.
She: sec school have the bus fares thing mah. you live in aljunied then you can just call the uncle to fetch you there. just explain things to the uncle and he'll fetch you there. the uncle very good one. cause you shouldn't anyhow borrow money from others cos sometimes you may get cheated. i'm a teacher so i know.

Tell me lah, if you were me would you be angry not? She jiao xun-ed me in public leh. If she doesn't wna lend she can just say so what. It's not as if I'll pester her for it. -.- She was like down there don't know crapping about what. Dots. And she thinks the bus companies are some charity organisation that gives free rides to the public. Sia0. I say she's either treating me like a fool or she's too naive.
Well, I was pissed off not because she refused to lend me money but cos she was just anyhow making me out to be a cheater trying to cheat an old lady out of $1. Lmao.

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Here's a video:
Inside look into fur farms in China where the farmers or whatever just kill the animals for their skins/furs only.
Shouldn't watch if you can't stand disgusting things.


Please pledge to go fur-free at PETA.ORG.

I cannot imagine those animals going through that.
And that's like in China? That should be another reason why I should hate China people. :|
At the very least, those people should fully kill those animals first before skinning them what. Heartless, not human at all. They would do anything for money you know.
Ugh, China people.

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It's been 2 weeks since I last updated.
School's been busy-sort of.
(Rachael says: You liar!)
I've been staying back for nothing.
Like:
"I'm hungry. Let's go to the canteen and see what food they have left."
Then I'll try to use up all my money to buy food and gorge myself.
"I feel like a pig."
"It's ok, you'll feel like this at times."
Basically, I stay back in school just to stuff myself with food.

Tomorrow's cross-country.
Am I gonna run?
No.
I hate running, my legs are too short to run fast anyway.
But I managed to complete my trial PFT within the timing last week.
I felt so proud of myself! c(:

I'm currently into Viwawa now.
The dolls are so cute huh.
It's something new for me also.
Say I'm suahku or what.

Almost all the Sec 3s are talking about the 珠海 thing now.
It's not like I didn't even think about it.
I did and I don't know whether I wanna go.
Seems like most of the SHKEP people are signing up for it.
CIP or this? o.O

My new comp is back. :D
Seems like there was something wrong with the memory thing.
Hence, the system kept restarting and restarting.
But now, I have my fast-fast internet connection back. (:
Anyway, the truth is still things made in the past are more durable. Yeah?


It took me 3 years before I realised my camera has this flower function whereby you can focus on near objects so it doesn't appear so blur like the one on the left.
So I went around taking pictures with this 'new & exciting discovery' of mine.
"See! This function so cool right. Can focus on near objects one leh! Like using those professional kind of cameras."
"You stupid mah."





P/S: I took 2 hours to write this post. Idiot huh. Joycelyn's right.

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Everybody knows about the Mas Selamat joke that's been going around?
I was stupid enough to believe that joke..then I was like: Aye! That MS really escaped to Malaysia already leh! Then how?
LOLS. -.-

I had CIP this morning.
It was quite boring cause I guess part of the reason's because it was at the library.
You know all the books and stuffs like that.
There's one more tomorrow. XP

I wanna watch Step Up 2.
Anybody wants to watch it with me? :D
Step Up 1 was not bad but they changed the casts of SU 2.

Anyway, here's a super funny one:
One day in the forest, 3 guys were just hiking along a trail when all of a sudden, a huge pack of indians attacked them and knocked them out.
When they woke up, they were at the leader of the tribe's throne.
The chief then said, "All of your lives may be spared if you can find ten of one fruit and bring them back to me."
So after a while the first man returned with 10 apples.
The chief then ordered him to stick all ten of them up his butt without making any expression on his face at all.
He had a little bit of trouble with the first one and started crying while trying to put the next one in.
He was soon killed.
Later, the next guy came in with 10 grapes.
The chief ordered him to do the same as the first guy.
After the 9th grape, the man started laughing so hard for no apperant reason, and was killed as well.
The first two guys soon met in heaven and the first guy asked the second, "Why did you start laughing? You only needed one more grape and you'd have gotten away!"
The second guy answered while still laughing, "I couldn't help it! I saw the third guy walking in with pineapples."

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HAPPY LEAP DAY. [:
Do you realise today is a special day?
It's a leap day, it only comes once every 4 years.
Should I consider those babies born today lucky or unfortunate? :D

We had the career exhibition at Suntec.
It was tiring walking around the whole hall and visit the booths.
There were very few booths on the F&B industry and alot on aerospace, engineering etc.
I've thought of becoming a Chef, Vet and Psychiatrist.
Lols. XD
After the exhibition Kaqian went off while we walked around Suntec.
I bought donuts from Donut Factory which just didn't taste as good after I brought it home.
Then Gabrielle came and we went to Ichiban Boshi.
There's a major difference between the sushis of IB and Sakae.
Sakae's sushis tastes unfresh and warm..I eat there only because they have the buffet thing. 0.0
And I like chawanmushi! I think it's cute. It looks cute. (:
Then Rachael's dad came to fetch us from Aljunied station. (:
I agreed to get home by 8 but I reached at 9 instead and I wasn't scolded. :D

I think I'm irritating.

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I don't understand why some people just tend to forget how others have helped them and think it's a must cause they think they deserve it.
The attitude you give feels as if others are obliged to help you.
It's not like you're some King/Queen or something. -.-
You're merely using us, on the pretext of coming over.
To make it worse, you don't appreciate it.
I can imagine the reaction you will give if we say no.
Like you all won't accept a no for an answer?
Lols.

My computer is spoilt again.
Somehow everytime I use it, the computer will tend to shut down on its own which is damn irritating lah.
Everytime it's got to be me before the computer shuts down. -.-
So after I log in again, the thing will state that the system has recovered from a serious error blah blah.
But then not long after the computer will auto shut down again and again and again.
That's why I gave up and switched to this computer which is lag-er but more durable.
But I've already sort of gave up on that other computer cause it broke down thrice in 4 years which is jialat enough.

There's church tomorrow.
Aaaaahhhh.

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We had Bio test today.
Got back our SS and AM results-
I did badly for both.
I failed my SS and just passed for AM.
I think the marks are not too bad considering how I did those 2 papers.
I somehow already expected the results.
Anyway, you think it's possible to complete 2 essay questions in 45 minutes meh?
Ms Johnson still says it's easy. ._.

Sorethroats. :/

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Some pictures from CNY's Day 2:

That dramatic Kung-Fu football show. -.-


My mum caused us to reach Grandma's house at 9pm for the family gathering.
We're supposed to reach at 6.
So we had to eat left-overs.
Worst, most already left when we reached there. @.@
You can see the house is quite empty.

Plaza Sing:



I saw this QQ rice snack thing in HK as well!

Anyway, you wanna see Troy?
:DD Cute right?

Revision for Physics test tomorrow.
I was stupid enough to leave the file in school. =.=

Bio and Geog coming up..argh.
Bye.

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Happy Lunar New Year!

Yesterday,
Celebrated in school before going out with Jaime.
Spent around $20 and I almost lost my SS file.
Jaime waited for me while I rushed back to look for my file.
And I found it!
Hahaha.
Thanks Jaime. :D
Then we had lunch and dinner at my PoPo's house.
Sort of a reunion I think.
After that we went to my Wai-Po's house.
They wanted to play Mahjong.
I only played for 2 rounds then my sis took over.
She won $112 leh. O.O"
And I played with my cousin's hamsters..they're damn cute!
Joycelyn also showed me some of their younger days' photos.
Very cute also. :D
They played till 3+am..I dozed off while waiting for them.

Today,
Had reunion at my PoPo's house.
My cousin came and she brought Troy.
Troy is super cute man. :DD
As cute as those hamsters. (:
And played Mahjong again.
My Mahjong skills suck.
We lost $9 but my aunt agreed to pay for us since she won.
I'm playing again later with my Wai-Po. Lol.

And I haven't complete my CNY homework yet.
I think those teachers are quite unreasonable.
Don't they know that we have to bai nian?
Who would have the time to sit down and revise and do their homework? -.-

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Yesterday,
Tuition.
I accidentally stapled my finger..LOL.
Blah blah.
A-Maths is difficult, I don't understand anything.
Home.

Today,
Church-ed.
Home.
Homework. -.-

My computer suddenly blacked out just now.
So scaryyy~
Ok, it's spoilt.
It keeps restarting.

Friday,
Class deco's-




Rachael!
Weimei!
Kiwi's being spider woman. :D