Saturday, July 31, 2010

Proud of myself

Ran 11/12 km for WILL run.
Damn proud of myself now (:
I didn't run all the way, I walked too.
Haha not that super k.

Anyway, really glad my friends cheered for me. ^^
Really appreciate it.
It kinda surprised me actually.
The cheers really spurred me on to continue running when my calves and knees were hurting like shit.
Thanks Wan Yi, for running by my side too. C:
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Friday, July 30, 2010

WILL.run

Suddenly miss my cousins and relatives.
I don't know why.
I know the older we get, the more we'll drift apart (even though we're not that close).
What I meant was, we'll all be busy with our own life and won't have time to meet up.
Now that Popo has just passed away, I really hope we won't lose touch with each other.

Otherwise it'd be really really sad.
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Tomorrow is WILL run!
Can you believe someone who has never completed her 2.4km back then would be running 10km tomorrow?
I never believed I could get past 2.4, but with my friends' encouragement & ang ku kueh spurring me on, I've managed to complete 4km before (this may not be a lot but it's already a personal record for me).
So I beileve I can tomorrow!
Hehehe.
:D

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

):

Should learn to control my emotions more.
Today was so embarrssing.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Misses them alot

On Saturday, the HK SHKEP buddies visited Singapore and Benita invited me to have dinner with them.
I rejected her initially, but in the end I relented because if I didnt go, she'd be the only girl around.
While on my way to meet them, my heart couldnt stop throbbing, I was really nervous about meeting them again.
I was worried about the impression I would make.
Finally, I saw them at the restaurant.
I sat down among them, and I swear I wanted to melt into my seat rightaway.
I felt so awkward and uneasy.
Afterall, we havent met for 3 years.
The fact that all of them were guys made things even worse.
But I wanna thank God for Samuel who lightened up the atmosphere a little with all his crap.
We chatted a little over dinner and I realised how gentlemen HK guys are.
How they always think in the shoes of the other party when they speak.
They're seriously so damn different from SG ones lah.
Anyway, we brought them to Esplanade to take a couple of photos. It was so cute to see them frantically shooting shots of the Esplanade haha. We had to rush because we had to catch the last train before 11.30pm.
Anyway, I just wanna say I'm sorry if I appeared aloof and disinterested that day. It wasnt because I felt reluctant but I just feel v uncomfortable when I'm surrounded by people whom I'm not v familiar with. And even worse, all of you are guys. It's just very awkward lah.
I hope I can still get to see you guys again, and hopefully have more common topics to chat about. I hope I'll feel less awkward too. Even though I felt like an oddball that day, I'm really glad Benita asked me over. Anyhow, I hope your had fun in SG(:

I wish for a day when all of us can get together and have a reunion again.
Like so greedy hor heehee.

Then again, Sylvia's coming this week!
Thinking of it makes me so excited ;D !
I can't wait to see her!!

Friday, July 9, 2010

Thanks, my friend.

"Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
There through the highs and the lows
Someone to count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you go"


Thanks, my friend (:
It isn't difficult to find out who your true friends are.
Thanks for making me know I'm not alone.

Monday, July 5, 2010

New Haircut

Today I went to school with a new haircut.
Almost everyone who saw it commended it.
It was really a pleasant surprise for me.
Not only did that boost my confidence, it made my mood feel lighter too.
Initially I was sceptical about my new hairstyle.
I was expecting everyone to ask me why I cut my hair(reason behind it being my decision was a complete wrong move).
But things turned out otherwise!
Now when I walk among my schoolmates in the assembly area and canteen, I feel lighter.
Haha thank God for this, without Him, I wouldnt have been able to slot into Aunty's schedule to straighten my hair so soon yay. :D