Saturday, January 30, 2010

SRJC Orientation.

Baybeh, SuHui, AiLing, WanLing, LiuZhi, SiewLeng, Jigme, Maxswen, MingKwang, Eric & me.

We're now school mates!
(that is if TPJC never gets back to me about my appeal.)
So many of us right.
Haha.

And since I'm the only one from GM in the orientation group,
it was kinda fearful when I first sat with my never-seen-before group members,
but later I realised many of them are also the only one from their school.
And they're very friendly too.
Thank God right.

On the first day when we played ice-breakers, I was very worried the others wouldn't hear my voice. But many of them were also very soft so at least I didn't stand out! Haha.
Somehow in the course of the game, my name evolved from Wan Xin to Wan Ching. LOL!

First day of orientation was very dry since there were only briefings on admin stuff.
I even sat for H2 Arts diagnostic test where we had to draw and design our shoe and the Google icon respectively.
I obviously didn't pass it lah.
Halfway through drawing, I was so embarrssed of my own artwork, I actually tried covering it when the teacher came round...
Even the teacher said AiLing's drawing (which already looks very nice to me) still had lots of room for improvement.
However, I still appreciate the fact the teacher discouraged me from taking art tactfully.

The second day was a bit more interesting but of course with activities I dislike alot.
We learnt group cheers. The part I hate most (after mass-dance!!).
Slow people can't cheer properly ok.
I've placed my decision on either yoga or pilates for my CCA.
I've also decided on H1 physics.

The first 2 days of school were very very exhausting.
Probably because I've not gotten used to school-life yet & am still in holiday mood.
But really, it was very tiring.
I hope this stops once proper lessons start otherwise my work productivity will definitely be affected lor.

Anyway, here are some of the Sakae and orientation pictures!

Taken in the arcade after sushi.

While walking in the mall, we saw Mrs Yuen's new album displayed outside a music school! Cool not. She's still very pretty huh.

Orientation!

Majority of the pictures are in facebook. Go see!

Bye!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

?

Posted to SRJC.
Appealing to TPJC & NYJC.
Though the latter's chances like 0 but still...try lor.
Say I'm kiasu or whatever.
No harm trying what!




LOL!


Anyway, congrats to those who got into their first choice!
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Yesterday's sushi buffet totally left us feeling full like hell.
Cos everyone skipped breakfast and lunch.
They were terribly hungry by the time the buffet started.
So they just gorged themselves.
Maybe because they ate too quickly, they couldn't stuff in anymore after a while.
But then I still continued eating (since I just ate at my own pace) and in the end, I ate the most!
Hahaha.
I was literally eating every second LOL!

Actually I can eat a lot if I want to. As in A LOT.
But then today my tummy bloated like hell again lah.
Expected...
& the stupid medicine didn't work either... -.-

Ok I should stop ranting about this. Very irritating right.

K, gonna go prepare to submit appeal letter already.

P/S: Yesterday's pictures will be uploaded to Fb soon (:
Bye!

Monday, January 25, 2010

:*

SuHui just called to say the swimming thing has been postponed to tomorrow.
I still can't go since I've to meet Mr Chua for the appeal thing.
Then Sakae thing after I'm also already having second thoughts about it.
I can't afford to binge again; buffet somemore!
If I keep over-eating, my stomach problem will only grow worse.

Oh no :/

[edit]
Have the sudden urge to go Chinatown to shop around and eat chinese desserts. :D
Mom said we can go there on Sunday with Popo and my aunt. Yay.
I've only been there once last year while accompanying LiuZhi for her job interview.
Can't wait! Saw on the news yesterday, the entire street was filled with people.
I hope it won't be like this when we go there next week. :3

Sunday, January 24, 2010

:O


Went around visiting people's blogs and realised JC starts this thursday.
D: Why so fast! But then again I'm also getting bored of holidays already...

Another phase of school life!
The beginning of developing eyebags and dark circles!
The end of sleeping at ungodly hours and beginning of waking up at the time we sleep. -.-
Right now, the only form of consolation I hope to get is I'll enter TPJC where most of us will still be together.
& on tuesday, I'll have to meet Mr Chua to ask him to pen appeal letter for me.
Hopefully, I won't have to resort to using the letter!

K, Bye!

Control Wanxin, you'd better learn to control...


P/S. I ♥ dried almond seeds and Leona Lewis' I got you.



Saturday, January 23, 2010

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Decided to make public my blog.
So I made a new web counter too.

The old posts are still here.
Can't bear to delete them.
Sometimes I'm afraid to read what I wrote in the past.
I can't bear to see how twit/childish/whiney I was.
Like how I even dared to post using words like larhs, lehx, hahhas?

Ok I just read my Nov 07's posts.
They're not so bad afterall. Haha.

Sis said she's gonna aim to swim every Saturday.
I think I want also.
But the thought of having to wear the stupid full-suit swimming attire is making me fret a little.
I'll look totally retarded huh. Worse if I bump into people I know!
Oh and KQ, I've not forgotten what I told you about our exercise regime last year. Heh.


K, gonna prepare for cell already.
Bye.

Friday, January 22, 2010

F4/1 CHALET!

Back from class chalet!



Firstly, thanks to all the people who organised the chalet.
Though there weren't much activities but I know how difficult it is to organise a chalet to cater to 30-over people.
So, thank you still. :D
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After coming back from chalet, I can feel the heat building inside me already.
I'd most prob have a sore throat tomorrow huh.
Somemore after all the BBQ food back there, I came home and stuffed half a large pack of Oreo cookies down my throat-without water.
Fine, I must say I was merely trying to drown my unhappiness by bingeing.
After that, I was like shit not again..
Idiot lah, later have to skip like mad to burn all the stupid cookies away again. Tsk.

Anyway, almost all of us didn't sleep last night!
Hahaha.
Idk leh, but to me, I think it's a waste of time to sleep during a class chalet because how many of such gatherings do you get?
Must make full use of the time spent together mah, right anot.
- Played mahjong, um-ji-ji (the game damn cute!), the jacuzzi and the arcade inside Aloha Loyang.
And first time see Baybeh dance para-para! [:

Oh and stupid ManPei made me his guinea pig by asking me to test if his BBQ hotdog and chicken wing were cooked anot cos he was afraid of getting poisoned by his own uncooked food.
Luckily they were otherwise that potato head's gna die. D:<


When night fell, XinYing, Baybeh and I initially thought of renting bike for night cycling but since there were only 3 of us, we gave that plan up.
So in the end, went to watch Tooth Fairy with Ethel and a few others instead.
The queue was so long! We only managed to buy the midnight slot.
Anyway, went Pasar Malam to kill time and ate Muah Chee while waiting till midnight! ♥
Bumped into several weird people before we went to watch people go prawning.
That was like how bored we were huh?
But the distance walked almost broke our legs.
I think my ankle's still kinda sore now ._.

Anyway, the movie, I didn't quite like it.
Storyline was kinda lame or perhaps it could be because I was thinking of BBQ-ed marshmallows back at the chalet while show was ongoing that affected my mood. LOL.
Oh by the way, microwave marshmallows are super yummy and CUTE! They inflate so much, I think they can explode anytime in the oven!
And they are as springy as mozarella cheese too!

So, while strolling back to the chalet, I was fretting over whether there would be people who would eat my ice-cream/cheese/yoghurt cake cos I specially made it for this class chalet..
So when I heard that nobody touched it, my heart really sank to the pit.
Cos I don't think anyone would wanna eat cakes (esp if it's like cheese) in the wee hours of the next morning right.
So I was like it's okay, I asked KQ to help me try my cheesecake to see if it's good enough to offer to the class anot.
Then she said yes except for the pudding part (which I totally chose the wrong one; it should be jelly).
But still, her re-assurance wasn't enough to bring back my confidence level so I asked FX for her opinion.
Then she said she didn't quite like it cos it was too sourish in her opinion.
So blahblahblah, I finally got H.HQ to try the cake and she said it was not bad!
Yay to that!
Finally, when I left the chalet, almost the whole cake was still left.
Idk if they ate it ultimately, but it really breaks my heart to see my effort going down the drain..
Spent 5 hours making the cake and yeah..that was what happened.
Come to think of it, it's really my fault lor.
Who told me to keep mum about it until everyone was done eating already.
Of course everyone would be too bloated to eat anymore lah.
Even when Mom asked me about it just now, I couldn't bear to tell her the truth. I just told her everyone enjoyed it...

What happened just led me to think of my O'level results.
Despite all the hardwork & extra effort, I didn't get what I aimed for. Everything went below my expectations (except for EL of course).
I know they always say: hard work will ULTIMATELY pay off.
Ultimately-I guess it just means a matter of when yah.
So, this quote is for those who are still feeling blue/indignant over their results or whatever:
I do not know anyone who has gotten to the top without hard work. That is the recipe. It will not always get you to the top, but it will get you pretty near.
~Margaret Thatcher

(:
Smile and don't lose hope!
I hope I won't either!


K, bye (:

P/S: thanks KQ for making me feel better by offering to try my second cake which I took back home so I won't feel so unappreciated! ((:

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Went out with KQ!

Lunch-ed with KQ and her sis at Sakae this afternoon.
Finally satisfied my craving for Tamago and Unagi!
Haha and KQ had her soft-shell crab as well!
:D

Bought a few pieces of clothes from Fox too!
& they're having 50% sale now!
Unbelievable right! Store-wide somemore!
Unfortunately I didn't carry enough money with me just now so I had to forgo one piece ):
But it's okay! Because tomorrow, I'll be going to another outlet to shop again!
(And buy some puffs back for KQ to try as well..hehe.)

Oh tomorrow's also my endoscopy thing.
Injection again!
Oh man.
And I'm gonna be a bit unconscious too while the doctor inserts that thing down my throat. :/
Ah well.

K, bye!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

IDK

L1R5- 16 points
L1R4- 11 points

Partly satisfied and not.
Reasons why I'm satisfied:
- Got A2 for English! (First time in my life, prelims was C6. Huge jump aye.) Mr Chia was beaming!
- Scored 4 As.
- Combined Humans was C6! (It was supposed to be F9 but God works wonders!)
- Did well enough for JC admission.

Reasons why not:
- No A1s, none at all! Even maths were A2s.
- L1R4 is a disappointing double digit.

Yup, that's all!

Whatever it is, I still thank God that I passed my humans. ^^
Am now deliberating over Tamp JC, SRJC or poly.

Anyway, congrats to those who did really well!
Somemore top the school leh! :D
I hope all of us will get into our desired schools/courses yeah.
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When KQ told me yesterday that Baybeh wasn't keen on SRJC, my heart kinda sank.
Because of the limited choices available for me, SR seems to be the only JC I qualify.
Which means if I get posted there, we'll both (actually all 3 of us may be) be in different schools.
After 6 years, it's really beginning to tug at my heartstrings now. (did I use this correctly?)
They say secondary school friends are the truest form of friendships ever.
Baybeh has been with me since primary school and I hope it'll last forever (:
But seeing how my Sis' kinda losing contact with her Secondary mates makes me a little frightened too...

Speaking of which, my sis came back yesterday morning while I was still sleeping and her return jerked me up from my sleep D:<
And then she brought back one bar of chocolate which is meant for my mom (acc to her but I think she'll just wallop most of it LOL).
Totally hated that chocolate man.
Bar one somemore.
Had such a hard time breaking that big chunk into bite-sized pieces.
My palms were smeared with like melted choco all over and the smell lingered on even after using dishwashing liquid.
Ugh, totally gross.
But still, I'm glad she didn't buy too much of such snacks back
otherwise I'm gonna die.

Oh and this afternoon, while returning home from advice session with Mr Chua and KQ,
I bought a blueberry cheese tart.
And I must say cream cheese is indeed kinda gross.
It does carry a wee bit of vomit taste in your mouth if you eat too much.
& it's disgusting lor eww..

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Neutral.

Yup, that's how I'm feeling now
towards the release of O'level results on Monday.
Not feeling anxious, nervous, hopeful or whatever.
Don't ask me why. Idk either.

But I'm feeling kinda irritated that it clashes with my braces appt.
Waited 3 years for it!
And now I have to call NDC to ask for a change of appt!
):
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Anyway, throughout this holiday when we just didn't get a chance to mingle together as often like in the past,
I've come to realise how fragile friendships can get.
So what if the relationship has been built on 2 years (or 3) of I-dont-know-how-to-express-in-words (but you get what I mean)?
Just a month or 2 of zero communication leads to a crushed friendship.
Lol, I think I sound damn weird.
So what have I learnt?
For a relationship to stand through the test of time, it demands constant nurturing and time.



Love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't. & Believe everything happens for a reason.



P/S while writing this, someone was in my mind all along

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

On bended knee

"On Bended Knee"

Darlin' I can't explain
Where did we lose our way
Girl it's drivin' me insane
And I know I just need one more chance
To prove my love to you
If you come back to me
I'll guarantee
That I'll never let you go

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Gonna swallow my pride
Say I'm sorry
Stop pointing fingers the blame is on me
I want a new life
And I want it with you
If you feel the same
Don't ever let it go
You gotta believe in the spirit of love
It can heal all things
We won't hurt any more
No I don't believe our love's terminal
I'm down on my knees begging you please
Come home

Can we go back to the days our love was strong
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back
The way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason
I'm down on bended knee
I'll never walk again until you come back to me
I'm down on bended knee

Wanna build a new life
Just you and me
Gonna make you my wife
Raise a family


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Think I'm becoming too self-conscious once more.
I've been thinking of closing down my facebook account.
For many many reasons.
But the thought that I'll lose contact with my classmates stops me.

Went to PS with Huiqing(H), AiLing, Baybeh! and Kenlia yesterday.
Shopped shopped for clothes and all of us managed to buy something for ourselves.
Which is a good thing!
While Huiqing had to rush off to the library so she left earlier, we went to Bugis to get some stuff too.
And bumped into GM people there too.
And this year, the school implemented super lots of changes.
Which makes me wonder how the graduating students are gonna cope with so much changes.

Feeling moody out of the blue.
LOL.
K, bye.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

??

The room stinks to the core when he's present.
Sucksuckssucks.


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Supposed to have combined cell meeting yesterday but I skipped it.
Again.
I think I've mentioned this before but I'm gna mention again that;
I don't like combined meeting.

No offence!
Idk, I just don't feel comfortable in the presence of so many other people.
I couldn't possibly tell YingEn I didn't feel like going again so
I didn't reply her :/
Sorry.
.

.

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Sis' leaving for Perth on Monday.
Don't know what she's gonna bring back when she returns.
I really really pray that she won't bring chocos!
I hope she doesn't bring any of such snacks back.
And they'll be more expensive there so she won't buy them.
I pray in Jesus' name, Amen.

Also, I realised she has changed so much.
I have a premonition things in the family won't be like in the past anymore.
I realised just one selfish decision alone can turn the whole family upside down.
Is it that when we grow older, family really doesn't matter anymore?
That she'd rather sacrifice time with her family than fun(or whatever passion/hobby crap)?
I came across one of her priority list once and family was numbered last.
Very soon, her entire life would just revolve around soccer and her buddies.
Sometime ago, someone asked me if I was close to my sister.
I deliberated for a while before answering No.
After the recent spate of events, I know next time
, I can safely answer No without thinking.