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Don't know why I just cried and cried and cried
and tears just kept rolling down and down and down...

3 more days before we're off,
I'm not exactly very excited about going there but more of the aeroplane flight because it's a midnight flight!!
Overnight kinda thing!
I can't even remember how long since that happened.
I still remember everytime I sleep onboard at night, I'll have this really freaky nightmare thing like I don't know what's happening but things just happen very very fast like fast-forwarded on a tape recorder like that.
And then I'll wake up feeling nauseous and fearful blahblahblah.

Once I was sitting right next to this stranger and I had that nightmare.
When I woke up I thought that guy was a monster or something plus the entire plane had those orange coloured lights which made it even scarier. ._.
So I wanna see if that'll happen again.
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Anyway, we've just finished choreographing our moves! :D
At least before I miss out 3 practices.
I know I'll take like forever to learn the moves if they're choreographed while I'm gone. -.-
But I think I look like a duck.
Whatever, I hope things will change once we've finished kao-ing our movements.

Now I'm beginning to appreciate my juniors for teaching me the moves when I ask them and the best thing is, they're all so willing to help me leh.
They're not like stuck-up or haolian and things like that you know. [:

Define happiness.

They say money can't buy happiness,
but I think money does buy things that can make you happy(:
Doesn't it?

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Yesterday,
had church and we were told about the cell groups we were gna be divided into and my group has: Abigail, Nic, Lionel and me.
Was kinda sad that Kelly isn't in the same group as Abigail, felt so guilty cos I don't know was it because of me that they weren't put together.
I don't want people to sacrifice for my sake and like the camp thingy and stuffs...
Uhm...

And yesterday while walking to the bus-stop after ss, there was a sudden downpour so I ran for the shelter while holding the umbrella.
Instinctly, I ran into one nearest kampong house to open my umbrella and suddenly the door behind me opened and one half-naked guy came out and asked me what I was doing there.
I thought he was gna scold me for stepping into his boundary but then he later turned out to be some pervertic disgusting man.
I told him it was raining then he went like, orh raining ah! come into my house lah!
So I quickly opened the umbrella and ran away to look for my sis but he kept on repeating until my sis was beside me before he finally decided to close that stupid door of his. =.=

Then while taking the bus home, there was one group of lower sec boys from GM and I think they're purely attention seekers.
Felt embarrassed for them.
They were standing in the middle of the bus-stop and watching some videos on their phones while laughing hahaha away-very loudly.
So NOT impressed by them...

There was a BBQ yesterday organised by the ss but I backed out last minute cause I was just too lazy to step out of the house again.
Sorry everyone. ):

Peacock.

We had dance last monday morning and I was already late so I decided to take a cab.
And I was telling this old taxi-driver man the school's name then he went like huh?
So I repeated and he huh-ed again and I repeated.
So he drove and told me to inform him if he needs to u-turn or whatsoever. In other words, he doesn't know the way.
Nevermind. I told him the way and he actually tsk-ed me like so loudly when I asked him to turn.
Initially I thought it was my fault because I didn't inform him earlier or something.
But in the end he drove me into the primary school!
Then I told him, "Uncle, not here. Secondary school!"
And he tsk-ed again and blamed me for not telling him when I've already repeated thrice!
Idiot right?
I didn't take his cab to be scolded by some ignorant nincompoops lor.

Anyway, I've finally eaten my overdue birthday cake. :D
Like after 2 weeks. But I would prefer if it had more cakes cause too much of ice-cream makes one sick of eating.

*

Look at this,

Isn't that interesting?
Someone who has the exact same name as me.
But seems like her name appeared cause she wasn't very nice or something.
Whatever it is, it's rare to see 2 people with the same surname and name isn't it?

And holidays are officially here, no more holiday lessons.
Yay? Not.
There are like tons of homework to be completed. ):
And comb humans is mad.
It's so stupid. Seriously, go look at the homework she gave us. /:
I bet she'll not mark our work if she's gonna be our teacher again.
And I love MrsLim! She's so cheerful and cute and teaches way better than LFL.

Now I'm beginning to envy the s4s, especially my sis lor.
Her papers aren't even over yet and she's already relaxing now.
But I have to slog like a pig. ('00') <- my attempt to draw an emoticon pig(:


It's true how a small act of kindness can brighten up someone else's day.

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Another update!

We had holiday lessons today and this is gonna be the last week.
Yay, no more waking up early in the morning except on days when there's dance.
Anyway, dance was okay today because I managed to learn the steps pretty quickly.
And that's an amazing feat because everyone knows how slow I am.
So, thank God.

On the other side, if there are no holiday lessons, that means we'll have to do ji ben gong in the morning and it's annoying.
Hate it.
Somemore the body is usually very stiff in the morning. D:

Oh, and I've decided to attend youth camp with Kelly and sis.
The campsite is Dairy Farm, yeah, the one we went to during the Sec3 camp and the PEC camp was held there too, I think.
I don't really like the toilet facilities there but it's okay! [:

There's Chem O'level SPA tomorrow and it's kinda scary.
I wonder what it'll be like, hopefully not like the Physics one!
Physics SPA was a killer!
I slept during Physics lesson today..and Mdm Sharifah called me!

Whatever you call it,

The saddest birthday ever.
Oh well.
And another thing; I don't really care whether my dad knows when my birthday is. It doesn't hurt me or whatever that he doesn't know which date I was born on.
But still, thanks everyone for wishing me. (:

I haven't been updating regularly and my last update was like 2 weeks ago. o.o
Anyway, yesterday we had combined cell and it was pretty scary at first but the people there were very nice so I guess it was manageable? Hmm.


So here's another article:
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco...

"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me.

"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."

"There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."

"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."

"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."

"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."

At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.

The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.

Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way.
Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.