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My eyes are swollen from yesterday's - so I skipped church.
Many things seem to have happened there, though.

I think I'm suffering from depression, many thoughts are rummaging through my mind every single minute.
So much so that I can't concentrate on anything, that when you're talking to me I can't concentrate on whatever you say.
Because of this I think I annoyed many of you, especially Jaime.
You'll be bound to hear a huh after every sentence she speaks.
I'm also very irritated by this, much say her.
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Talking about school, I think Zhao-laoshi's lessons are very interesting.
I know many of us doesn't like him because of his saliva that bubbles out from the corner of his mouth and his straightforward way of talking plus he craps alot.
But don't your have to admit that his mode of teaching is very unique and we can actually learn life's lessons at the same time?
I don't think many teachers can do that well.
Another reason is; I don't sleep in his class, aiya except the time when we were doing papers.
Compared to Cai-laoshi's class, which I always doze off during.
I'm not saying her lessons are lousy but it's just that their methods are different and they concentrate on different areas.
And I very much prefer ZLS, plus he'll only be with us for 1 term so we might as well use this time to listen to relax abit!

Anyway, have a watch at these 2 vids! :D

Korean Boy "Touch My Body"


Ken Lee-Bulgarian Idol


If you're wondering what she's singing, here it is:

Mariah Carey-Without You
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore


Have a happy CNY!

CNY 09!

Happy CNY!

Had our CNY performance this morning, and
I forgot my dance steps.
Due to extreme nervousness you know.
Wahlao, totally embarrassed myself on the stage.
At first, I was so nervous I couldn't balance myself and almost fell over.
Then my legs were shaking and shaking non-stop, damn annoying can.
After a while the trembling stopped but my mind went blank. So the rest of the dancers were kneeling down but I was the only one standing up, I was like oh shit man.
Somemore it didn't only occur once, it was several times lor. But luckily my super long sleeves didn't get stepped on like what happened during the rehearsals.

Later, I asked around to see if anyone spotted me but most of them didn't! Phew.
Actually they couldn't see me because all they saw was red cloths flying here and there and these cloths kinda blocked me.
Blessing in disguise huh(:

After that we went for a supposedly class outing but in the end only 4 of us went.
Went to Arab Street to buy their blingblings.
It was pretty weird leading them cause I'm usually led by others, and my sense of direction sucks really bad.
So I was pretty proud of myself when we managed to reach that shop without asking around. *ego boost*

Then we went to Sakae Sushi (merely for their buffet, duh) @ Bugis.
We were like some hungry dogs who didn't know how to get from Arab street to Bugis. My breakfast this morning was merely a bottle of ji-jing with my mom spilling the first bottle by holding it by the cover ._.
So while singing the CNY songs, I had slight gastric pain.
By the way, I think gastric pain is not as painful as how dramas always depict as.
It's something like a very acidic feeling in your abdomen area, I think stomachaches are worse lor.

Anyway, after reaching SS all 4 of us finished 8 plates in like, 10 minutes?
Then we played with some unfinished salmon and soaked it in a cup of hot water.
The raw salmon actually got cooked leh! Cool huh.
I think we ate a total of 28 plates = 56 sushis which almost caused our stomachs to expand till it got out of shape.
Why pay to go through such a torture right? Hahaha.
Ohyes,
when you're out with SuHui, you'll always be disrupted by her constant jokes about Justin Timbaland and John Lennon this and that.
Yea, it's really funny.
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It's the cooked salmon and the raw one!


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It's these things that make me really wanna learn baking well(:

Did youtube just ban all music videos?
:/

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O'Level results were out today and my sis got 9 points!
Omg, I'm so happy for her! I have never ever expected her to achieve a single digit.
Great, now she can apply for her dream school and get herself all tanned up playing soccer(:
I don't really bother with what's going on in my sis' life but this time round, it's really a pleasant surprise for me!
Really, really surprised. :D

Anyway, we were made to witness the whole collection of results event in school.
And it's damn depressing ): , saw people jumped for joy and some wept, I guess.
People around me were weeping and I felt so weird, am I supposed to cry with them as well?
I wasn't good with comforting people so I couldn't wait to get out of the hall.
It's so depressing, seriously, to see people who worked so hard but just couldn't achieve the results they wanted.
D:

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I'm officially announcing that I can't dance ): !
I may be flexible but I can't dance alright.
Am I gonna be humiliating myself?

Sec 4 life sucks.
That's gonna be my conclusion for this 16th year of my life, at least for the next 9months or so.
If you're wondering why I'm on the computer when I have headstarts tomorrow-that's because we're told to do up one personal time-table by Mdm Sharifah and an SS content page for LFL.
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SS lesson today was full of crap.
Like when asked how come she doesn't do printing, "Cause I don't wanna be carrying stacks of papers... ... ...it's so wasteful!"
I guess that's also gonna be the reason she'll give if we ask her why she doesn't print content page for us.
Isn't it the same if we print them ourselves?! We'll still be using up 43 pieces of papers right. -.-
And the second thing is, remember the one and only Geog notes she printed for us last year on Rivers and Coasts?
She practically just photocopied the whole book (or whatever) for us man.
That is almost equivalent to chopping down like 50 trees huh. What save the Earth is she talking about?
Lame.

Anyway, I slept during EL headstart today, D: .
Can you believe it? It's only the second day of school.
Fortunately the thunder woke me up and also scared the whole class out of their wits.

Oh, my english standard is deteriorating too. Ohman. ):
Gonna have to buck up by reading more subtitles now.
Ever wondered why, even though we've studied English for 10years but we don't seem to be improving very much still?

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Sometimes I wonder whether one should follow their own wishes or try to please the other party instead.

For me, I think I'll try to please the other person first.
Well, I mean it's better for yourself to put up with the suffering rather than the other party to misunderstand you right.

Anyway, had combined cell just now.
They had Ultimate Frisbees at HGS but I didn't join them. I can't even catch a frisbee, for goodness sake.
Met Mandie and chatted with her for a little while and ohyes, we both have LFL as our teacher. D: !
That is like the worst piece of news we can ever expect to start our new year with. ):

So, while walking back to church, I was 'cheated' of $7 by someone who didn't have money to pay cab fare.
Shan't elaborate on my stupidity though. Haha.
Thanks, Matt& Lucas, anyway.

:D !




Ugh, this post is so incomplete!