YAY :D

I just made Green Tea pudding and pancake!
And I thought it was my most successful baking attempt. (:
Since today's my off day, I thought I'd just bake to kill time.
And the food turned out good!
Haha. Shall bring some for my aunt and KQ to try later.
Hee :D

Anyway, had BBQ for Mr Chua's tuition class yesterday evening.
Brought fishballs and sushi platter.
Have to thank KQ for helping me carry them all the way to the condo! (:
Yup, so, while the other students were busy setting up the fire at the pit, I didn't help out at all.
Felt kinda guilty...
but then, was too embarrassed to ask them if they needed help.
So in the end, I only ate while the rest did the cooking. ):

And another thing was, Mr Chua never knew who my mom was until yesterday when he finally got to meet her.
Like after 16 years?!
He immediately recognized her the moment they met.
There's just this sense of familiarity and amazement lor.
It felt as if they were long-lost friends who had lost touch with each other for many many years and finally got a chance to meet again.
And on our last gathering somemore!
(:

So after that, we played card games + truth or dare with the tuition people.
Was so funny luh.
Well, yesterday would probably have been the last time we'll see each other.
Unless some of us enter the same school, then of course, things would be different.
Am glad that most of them turned up yesterday to have a last get-together.
We even took a group photo!
Hope Yin Shuang would tag me on facebook with it!

I don't know, but I guess this would be how I'll feel when we get our results next year.
Like we know we'll never see our classmates/schoolmates anymore.
It's damn sad leh.

Dilemma

Just came back from applying for job.

Thanks Weimei for helping me out(:
Not sure whether successful or not.
Because of my size and all, they're not sure if I can carry heavy stuff. /:
Kinda expected actually.
If there are 2 candidates, one of them with my size, surely they'll choose the other right.
So now am waiting for their reply lor.

Being short sucks ok.
Once I told my cousin I hate being small.
She said, being petite will make you look younger and who doesn't wanna look younger?
I think I'll have to agree with her on that.
In the past, it was common for me to lie about my age so I don't have to pay for adult tickets =.=

But then, being small, it's really really difficult finding clothes that fit.
Everytime I see clothings that I like, I can only admire cause I know I can never fit into it.
And it's embarrassing to try it on then to realise it's simply too large for me.
LOL.
Then people will commonly associate pint-size = weak.
So they'd think you can't do many of the things that normal-sized people can.

Anyway, back to the topic of being small will make you seem younger.
That is a good thing when you hit middle-age but not when you're a teenager.
To be mistaken for a primary school kid when you're already 16 is damn embarrassing.
Especially when people exclaim in disbelief and the surrounding people hear them too.
For example:
Aunty: Which primary school are you from ah?
Me: Huh, er, I'm sec 4...
Aunty: HUH?! You're sec 4 already ah! Wah, you look like you still in primary school leh!

Lol, enough of my rants.

Anyway, just now while on the bus, I was sitting behind one guy who looked slightly older than us.
Halfway through the journey, I suddenly heard him singing to himself (quite loudly somemore).
Initially I thought he was simply listening to his music player.
But then, a while later, he pulled out his umbrella and began knocking my head with it!
At first I ignored it.
Then he started again, this time laughing to himself.
What the.
So I changed my seat.
Then he gave me this stupid face which irritated me even more.

I just rolled my eyes at him.
What the shit lor, seriously.
Fancy being harrassed by a mad man on a bus.
Dots.

Lastly, this would sound rather ironic but a guy called me an
AUNTIE just now. Haha.

2012

Hi.

Caught 2012 with KQ just now at Bugis.
The movie lasted 3 hours lah!
Damn tiring just sitting there and staring at the screen the whole time.
Plus the seats at the theatre had to be so high!
Shorties can get blocked leh.
I couldn't even read the subtitles and I can't understand angmoh english well so I kinda had to guess what was happening in the show...
The people sitting behind us also had to irritate us further by constantly kicking our chairs /:
So I fought back by talking at my normal volume, which I think didn't make any difference anyway -.-

So, after the movie inside the super chilly theatre, KQ and I quickly rushed to look for the toilet since that would probably be the only non-aircon place.
But for some reason, everyone had to choose that time to release themselves so we had to queue for it and bear with the coldness longer.
LOL.

Oh, KQ bought me the kappa shoe I wanted too!
Hee :D
Damn happy! Even my mom said it's nice! :D
I ate chewy junior also!
Doesn't the name sound so cute?
I've been craving for it since O's started.
Finally I get to eat it!
Had trouble looking for a suitable place to eat it though.
In the end, we had to hide behind the lifts there to eat.
It's so awkward to eat in front of the crowd right.
It feels as if you're constantly being watched as you're munching on your food.

Anyway, today, KQ accompanied me to look for jobs around Aljunied area , tried a few, but weren't successful.
It's kinda embarrassing when you get rejected you know.
But at least some did it in a tactful manner so not so bad.
Sad things aside, I still managed to get hold of 2 interviews today!
One is Weimei's job and the other is telemarketer.
Thanks to Weimei's, the manager allowed me to apply again!
Haha.
And the telemarketer one is at some orchard hotel shopping arcade.
-.-
I don't even know where's that lah.
Googled it but still can't find the location.
And it's at orchard area!
I know this is weird but I hate orchard areas cause it feels so high-class and all.
I'll just feel very inferior being there, surrounded by mostly rich people?
:S

So, hope my application tomorrow goes well (:

Jobs, any?

Currently seeking jobs on job sites.
LOL.
Didn't get to buy newspapers so decided to try the internet.
Worked though, haha.
Found a few suitable ones, would call them tomorrow morning.
Haha, I'm not scared anymore(at least for now) since I've already tried a few today.

Oh, Liuzhi got her job!
As a telesurveyor! She's gonna start work really soon.
Haha.
Saw what a job interview would be like and it wasn't as scary as what I thought it'd be.
Her trainer(?) was quite pleasant too.
Haha.
Hope she would have a good time working there (:
Well, the working world isn't as intimidating as it looks, is it?
-

Also attended WL's wake today.
For some reason, I feel more shocked than sadness.
Probably because I've never tried to get to know him?
The only time I got to have a proper interaction with him was during one chinese lesson when he guided me on a cloze passage.
Yup.
And the last time I spoke to him, I was offering some dried guava fruits to him.
How random huh.

This afternoon, when I had to leave earlier for my job interview(which I never went),
I felt I was kinda mean to do so.
Especially after his dad encouraged us to stay and have our lunch before leaving.
:/

Oh man.
I'm sorry for being so insensitive. D:

RIP, WL.
I do share the same sentiments as Kenneth;
you'd probabaly have a happier life after this. (:

:S

Just came back from the doctor to seek treatment for my bloatedness &
hopefully a letter to substantiate my application to the SEAB...
LOL, didn't work though (expected).
It's like so dumb
cos the last time I went to his clinic was in 2007.
Why would he even pen a letter when we'll just be verbalising the problems to him?
-.-
Sigh.
Oh, and he said I was anaemic.
He compared my palms with his and mine was like bloodless and very icy.
Lol.

Anyway, yesterday went to Wild Wild Wet with church peeps :D
It was my first time there.
This is so laughable, I know. /:
But better late than never (:
It didn't turn out as crowded as I'd expected and the toilets were surprisingly clean too!
We had to 'steal' floats from the wave pool because there were none at the lazy river there. Haha.
Eunice was great in that heehee :D
Then the slides,
I got stuck inside the tube one. -.-
First time getting stuck inside a slide, how embarrassing.
Fortunately there wasn't anyone inside to see me.

Then there was the one with the huge float.
That was more thrilling (:
The U-shaped thing was also exciting!
Kelly and I had so much trouble dragging the gigantic float up the stairs lor.
We couldn't decide whether to place it over our heads or pull it sideways.
In the end, I think we looked rather silly in front of others. D:

At the end of the day, I finally became tanner!
Haha.
:D
-

I'm still having trouble plucking up courage to call up for job vacancies.
I've already cut the suitable ones out but have yet to call them yet.
Oh man.
I'm scared ley.
What if they see my size then they just don't even consider me?
Sigh.
But there's always a first time in everything right, Liuzhi?
:D
so, I'd better act fast before the jobs get taken up.

Bye Os ! :D

Today(Yesterday) marks the end of our O'levels!
Woots ;D
Everyone went cheering immediately after the paper ended.
No more tied down with piles & piles of homework! Heehee.
Oh, those who went Malaysia just now, have fun there! (:

After leaving school,
went shopping with LiuZhi.
She practically wants to buy everything she sees lah.
We walked around and saw so many cute stuff.
If only we had money, we could have just picked and go.
Wait till we earn our money, getting what we want wouldn't be a problem (;

& I seriously need to learn to part with my money man.
What's money if you're not spending it right.
LOL.
Plus, I'm thinking of taking up a job = more money for shopping
so I don't have to worry about using up my savings :D

I also saw Mr Bean advertising GREEN TEA ICE-CREAM ! :O
Green tea!
I wonder when the other outlets would start selling them so to satisfy my green tea cravings. (:
Can't wait!



-
And I got ticked off by my sis for spending too much on my mom's bday card.
LOL.
We were supposed to split the costs equally but apparently she thinks I spent way too much on a card alone.
Which I kinda agree also. It came up to bout $15.
:/
But I feel so indignant lor.
How can she scold me for buying and making the card by myself while both of us get the credit?
Wahlao.
This happens every year can. I feel so made use of lah.
Ugh, whatever.


He's also back from his holiday today
and I quarrelled with him the first day he came back.
=.=
Why can't he stay away longer?
Then I won't have to worry bout being a sucker.
Even though he has tried to make amends but
the problems will never get resolved man.
Think so easy meh?
:/
The problems simply pile up over time.
Think a simple gesture would break the ice?
No way lor.
Unless he's willing to change, otherwise,
nothings's gonna change.
-.-

(:

This year, Mom has decided on Japan for holiday!
I couldn't believe it when she first told us
Cause she's always like, Japan so expensive. I cannot afford to bring you 2 go, I think I can only pay for myself.
Then just a few days ago, she suddenly changed her mind.
And it's gonna be free-and-easy so no more boring historical sites and heritage tours whatnot! Haha.
Initially I didn't wanna go cause Sis wasn't going so I thought it'll be very lonely and everything but now that she has changed her mind, I can't wait! ((:

Oh, and I can't wait for O'levels to end too!
Tomorrow's the last paper already! :D
I've got so many things I wanna accomplish leh!
Shopping, making the farewell gifts, preparing my mom's present, baking blahblah.

Speaking of baking, I made pancakes yesterday but they didn't turn out as expected (again).
Initially it was still okay when they were freshly out from the pan but after they cooled down, they became very hard so nobody wanted to eat it.
I even added strawberry milk so the pancake would be more enticing but still, not nice means not nice.

My mom just called me to tell me about what the people at the examination board's gonna do about my Geog paper.
She said they hope to make use of my prelim results to see if it can help the situation.
But I think it's gonna make me feel so awkward because I got a C5 grade for that subject and I'm afraid the markers there might think I didn't study for the subject so they won't be bothered also.
LOL.
Whatever, I'd better not worry so much.
Worrying won't help anyway.
:D

And finally, those going for the KL trip,
enjoy yourselves!
:D