:DD

Happy belated birthday to me, :D
Lol haha.
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Thanks everyone for celebrating & wishing me(:
Don't know what to say.
Didn't expect so many people to wish me on FB. XD

Haven't celebrated my birthday for many years already.
My family doesn't even care, to me, they're only concerned bout eating the cake.
If don't care, might as well don't bother altogether, don't do it on the pretext of something else.
Probably only my mom bothers but yea, it's really sad.
Whatever, why celebrate when it's meaningless right.

Anyway, yesterday, I had so much fun!
After Commendation Day,
went out with my JC friends to sing K.
Even though I didn't sing alot but I really enjoyed myself alot.
They even bought a whole cake! Cos usually, they just buy 1 slice. So yea (':

Then Julia even made me a collage photo frame!


So nice hor.
:D

But so sad, next year I won't be together with them anymore ):
Can't believe 1 year just passed like that.
Nevermind, I can always go back & visit them.
I wonder how all of us will become by then.

After that, left to have dinner with my Secondary school mates.
Caught up with each other quite a bit.
Much more than the BBQ we had. Haha, probably cause the BBQ had more people?
^^
Yay.

Awwww

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Today I caught a glimpse of the b'day card my class made. Nice ^^
I'm excited for tomorrow hahah.
It's Commendation Day + K-box + meeting my Secondary classmates!
Yay.
The feeling is kinda like the day before you go overseas that sort of feeling.
:D

If you're brave enough to say "goodbye" life will reward you with a new "hello".

I was late for school today.
1.5 hours late cos I off-ed my alarm lol.
I texted my CT & she sounded furious.
She told me to see her. I was so scared lah.
I don't remember her sounding so angry before.
In the end, when I looked her up, she didn't scold me! She didn't even sound angry!
Seriously thank God man.
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Had mock OP today. 1st round only.
Felt so nervous. & it's only presenting to my class but I'm already so fearful.
Real OP how?
Though it doesn't matter anymore but still I hope to try my best.
Do things must you shi you zhong what.
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Oh, O'level starts Monday.
So fast huh.
I could imagine myself last year.
Oh well.
Hmm all the best to all the O level peeps :DD !
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Ohyah I'm into making friendship bands recently so cooool.
Can't wait to give to my friends. Hope they'll like it {:

Life is too short to waste a single second with anyone who doesn’t appreciate & value you

Got back results today.
Rank points: 23/80.
As expected.
But it's okay, I've no regrets. I'm much luckier than other people because I already know what I want.
At least now I've got an aim right. (:
I'm glad I'm able to hold my stand when people discourage me from leaving (out of goodwill).
I changed so much I realised.
Thankyou: KeQian, Jaime, Julia, Zach, Sulenni etcetc for your encouragements & support :D
Your have no idea how much the things said impacted me.
(:

"At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us."

Albert Schweitzer

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Recently I realised some of my friends have changed a bit.
But Idk if they were the ones who changed or it's me that has changed.

Sometimes when I rant about some people, for some reason, the person I ranted on seemingly changes to become better. Then I'll regret bitching about them. This kinda feeling sucks. I feel so hypocritical like that.
Sometimes when I'm unhappy with a person, Idk if the problem lies with me or that person. Is it cos I'm too critical, too fussy or is that person truly irksome?
Sometimes when you feel so un-appreciated, do you feel no matter what you do it's never enough to satisfy people? Do you feel tired sacrificing for people who take things for granted? Sometimes it sucks to put up a forced smile just because you don't want your own unhappiness to spread to others. Again, is it just me over-thinking or what?

People's support was what I needed most & I got it!
Wowwww.
Thanks for not putting me down!

Piece of shit.

You may be reading this, hhx, just want you to know I don't give a damn to what you think of me.
Think what you want of me I don't care.
I'm "full of shit"? Whatever.
Why should I even be affected, especially when it's from you.
& you know what, you're no better.
Who're you to say me when you're just the same?
You'll refuse to admit it but it doesn't mean anything.
It just proves how shallow you are.
Lastly, I don't flare up for no reason, just think about how long I've put up with all of you.

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Had my maths paper this week.
Total disappointment.
That was the only subject I dared hope to do well.
But first question I stumbled already.
Doing well for 1 subject is too much to ask for meh.
But whatever lah.
To think my mom still wasted so much money on my tuition.
But honestly, I'm kinda glad I didnt know how to do, at least it gives me the assurance I need.
A few days ago I came across this interview with this young pastry chef, so inspiring lah. C: !!
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I think my sleeping problem is becoming more serious.
I actually dozed off during the exam leh.
Where got people sleep during exams one.
& I dont like taking exams in the hall cos people irritate you and you irritate people and the worst thing is it's unknowingly.
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Can't believe it's October already.
10 months flew by.
Unbelievable.
I realised the older I get, the more I find time passing faster.
I'm gna miss my classmates & SR.
It's like can already feel it now lol.
Cant believe 1 year's gna end soon. :OO