Friday, February 11, 2011

Fb makes me feel worthless


It really really sucks to be ignored, it's just another way of saying 'you dnt matter'.

I've changed my blogskin!

My previous was too childish.
Love this one, short & simple (:

Started my job as a waitress for about a week already.
Up to date, it's still pretty okay. ( Albeit very mundane & tiring at times. X) )
But can earn $ leh, of course must sacrifice lah.

My colleagues are very nice too (except my manager can be v fierce at times).
I'm so lucky lah, so far all my jobs all got nice people.
I met a few who also wants to become pastry chefs in the future. We're even entering the same poly. Awesome huh. :D
& yea, because they're really nice people, sometimes I'm afraid I might accidentally "upset" them. That kinda insecure feeling.
I suck @ explaining but, yea.
I really really hope they can recruit more people soon.
I dnt wanna be tied down by work all the time lor. Deprived of my freedom to meet up with friends.

I've been feeling very alone lately. Idk lah this sounds really stupid & childish. All my friends are schooling & they've got their own stuff & I've got mine.
& I feel really left out.
Like why am I even feeling "left out" over such things which none of us can control right?

I'm just idiotic.

P/S I miss my friends D: